tired.
It's been a long day today, and I've in general have had my mind busy lately due to paperwork and such required to begin my internship. As I'm carrying out the necessary preparations, I'm getting used to sending out and receiving professional emails...which I'm happy about, since I'm going to have to get used to them soon anyway.
As usual, I predict that this post will be just a jumble of my thoughts. It's only 11:06PM and yet I feel like I could totally pass out on my bed right now. I've recently just been so fixated on going through as much of my responsibilities for the day, that I feel mentally exhausted. When I started discussing with a friend about what to do with our club, as none of the officers are passionate enough to keep it going, I just didn't want to discuss it any further. It's a club that holds special value to me, and has contributed a great amount to my growth as a person. To see it crumble because no one has the passion or the time to keep it running makes me feel sad, but at the same time, I am feeling a little nonchalant towards it. Maybe because I'm mature enough to realize that not all meaningful things can go on forever? I don't know.
I need to text my friend back (my response has been overdue for more than 24 hours) about our hang out plans on Saturday, but I'm a little overwhelmed with negativity/"emptiness" to be thinking about it right now. Wish I could be feeling better, but I can't find a reason to feel more positive. Or find something to cheer me up.
Hopefully I'll feel better tomorrow morning. There's a lot more I could be talking about that makes me feel down right now, but I'd rather not turn this into a lengthy rant of some sort. Good night for now.
As usual, I predict that this post will be just a jumble of my thoughts. It's only 11:06PM and yet I feel like I could totally pass out on my bed right now. I've recently just been so fixated on going through as much of my responsibilities for the day, that I feel mentally exhausted. When I started discussing with a friend about what to do with our club, as none of the officers are passionate enough to keep it going, I just didn't want to discuss it any further. It's a club that holds special value to me, and has contributed a great amount to my growth as a person. To see it crumble because no one has the passion or the time to keep it running makes me feel sad, but at the same time, I am feeling a little nonchalant towards it. Maybe because I'm mature enough to realize that not all meaningful things can go on forever? I don't know.
I need to text my friend back (my response has been overdue for more than 24 hours) about our hang out plans on Saturday, but I'm a little overwhelmed with negativity/"emptiness" to be thinking about it right now. Wish I could be feeling better, but I can't find a reason to feel more positive. Or find something to cheer me up.
Hopefully I'll feel better tomorrow morning. There's a lot more I could be talking about that makes me feel down right now, but I'd rather not turn this into a lengthy rant of some sort. Good night for now.
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